take my hand..

Here I am… like a newly born first year… when i’m technically a fourth year *sigh* I decided I might as well get back into blogging since I have SOOO much time on my hands and all…

Anyways here’s what sucks. Do you ever walk into a class that you know has a big group assignment, and you sit there thinking about who you want to partner up with (either cos they are nice to look at or they look like they’ll do a lot of work) and at first you talk and you do manage to con your way into their group… then for some strange reason, the teacher decides to stick you into new groups (only becos we didnt submit our group contract on time dayam you!) and your new group is a group of FOBS. That temporary satisfaction is dead.. not that I dislike FOBS. I adore them to be honest. Just not the ones that don’t speak english *sigh* So now i have new partners by the names of Chao, Haitao and Hussein.. Doesn’t that suck ??!! Please tell me that sucks!

So now.. i’m dreading my 8.30am class tomoro becos I know i’ll have to sit around looking out for my new group (lucky I didn’t get monobrow girl) pretending to be nice. Don’t get me wrong.. I’m sure they’ll be nice people.. But NOW I have to go to all the same trouble of introducing myself and listening to crap I sure as hell don’t really care about.. *sigh sigh sigh* What a whore.

Moving on… since I havent written in here in ages I might aswell unload the past 6 months. Im still dating fatty (longest yet! *yippeee*) and my summer holidays were the bomb.. although i did come back looking like a (how do i put it..) Boong ? =) Phuket’s back on my list of places to go… so is Singapore… Malaysia… hmm.. maybe in several years time..’m a traitor to my nationality… WAIT a minute.. I’m Japanese! =D~

Ok… I give up my shoulder hurts from typing. Good day sirs!

ooooo the study. cheeseyyyyy. new stuff brings grins. hmmm. where is he? purple pig socks. wintra cold. bomb me with Napoleon. so beautiful. i miss the girls. he was friend-drunk driving.  softed crackers taste like curdled milk. X-ams soon. how to iron by eliza. SWAK is the new DIET. im in a pickle. i am big & he is small. teet. you have to play solitaire to be cool. awaiting three. china doll. i will slave to solitaire. and boys. feeling beeter. pookie sounds like cookie. i baked you a cookie but HE eated it. fatty mcfat fat i miss you. shoulder sore. he cried so the girls would hug him. may babies make me poor. asia SPAMMERS. courtney act is a hot IT. BOOMED.

the mileage. uni PARKING is the gay. parking TICKETS is the shit. eliza is the BOMB. oh cockiness. love-a-lot care bear. drool on my shoulder. grass on my back. money on my credit card (debt). oh im living the life. the winter fat is waiting to grow like fungus. andrewina/andreweener =). the forgotten. i will splint u a white hand like michael jackson. stop u fleking SPAM SPAM SPAMMERS!!!! i wish to block u all! my first payslip. ive spenten the moneys on eatings. hillaries is hard. aqwa is closed. that makes me not sad. sunsets are like magic disappearing tricks. ocean water = itchy. heart heart to a few yesterday’s one months. it is timely now goodnight.

oblivion. his kiss. the uni is back to me. the assignments are piling on me. the ASIA is slaving me. the bank is reducing me. heart heart in the air. bruschetta and frankfurters. park. library. computer. his hug. Swak is the new fat. red eye is the new look. words to read overwhelm. the friends are down digging mines. mosquito i will drown you. his smile. fabricate my splint. the innocence. peking duck. glittery lip gloss. well hello there stranger. his touch . birthday girl it is today. couple-invite. the ugly smoking blonde girl. love letters from an aud. seduction. is mine.   

[ V ]
day II. red rose. sweetness. watermelon lip gloss. non-crust good bread. fast italian. half-dead red rose. 40 degrees. animal infactuation. bad eyes camouflage the animals. BO wafting into my nose. sexy female orangutans. cute stuff. full-dead red rose. innocent eliza + nice lady = free movie. mossie bites. un-expensive dinner =). daddy wants me home. goodbye my baby

[ yesterday's feelings ]

salad diet. shopping breeds the happiness. spending spree is the bomb. work is the confusion. pride bleeds. confusion is at ends. HJ’s it is baybee. sometimes you just make me smile. the nicer side of north. so many cars yet so few people. back seats. ghosts on water. sleepiness and mosquito bites. soft stummy can be nice. fat flaps. where do we stand. baby baby baby.

[ forgotten is forever ]
late friend. eat away my potbelly. cheers to conversation. mint choc chip and cookie dough. never wear short skirts on windy days. rest in the fog. SEDUCTION! laughter. bottle-fishing. bummcrack and flashing. his tummy groans at me. laughter. ‘wrong’ number. the smell of slag. they cooked for me like an old married couple. i will cook for them like a well-tamed housewife. dog-fluff. mocha-me up baby. i place my eating and exercising into your hands Lisa Lam - make me unsluggard. i claim control over your love life Lisa Lam. daddy and the ‘wrong’ number. embarassment mixed with the conspicious taste of blood, sweat and fear. laughter. for keeps baby.

[ THE DAY ]
3 hours brokened sleep. Shit maccas coffee. *Anita* comes back. Peking duck me baby. Poker steals my money. I take the money that is not mine and is not given and the money becomes given and becomes mine. Poker becomes GAY. Dota was always GAY.

[ THE IDIOT ]
[ βεζζα ]  : lolz….. giving money is different ok
[
βεζζα ]  : it was given to me when i
took it
Swoosh™ | : LOL
Swoosh™ | : so
Swoosh™ | : if i took ur car
Swoosh™ | : its given to me
Swoosh™ | : thats like
Swoosh™ | : if i
go up to a girl
Swoosh™ | : and took her
virginity
Swoosh™ | : it was her
Swoosh™ | : giving it to me

[ THE OTHER THOUGHTS ]
Be blunt baby. I can’t handle it anymore.

[ Fred's Birthday ]
can’t park (me). can’t straighten car (not me). cheeseburger without pickles please. attack of the Ho’s. attempts to skate on ice. the nose drips like a leaky faucet. yellow napkins do the job. L plate skaters. snowball down back = pain. snowball to face = more pain. snowball down ass = teeheehee. classic stacks and one-sided bummprints. speed-me baby. the end of bummprints and nose-juice. house locked. the late beginning of ice cream cake and ping pong. waiting outside house stealing mangoes from the fridge and using teeth to gnaw at the skin (idiot?). you dont need eyes for ping pong. the ping pong ball deserves to be smacked into his head. Maccas distracts you enough to lock the keys in the car. 12 minute speeding. oh happy birthday Fred.

[ the day ]
the wake up call. empty black ink. the hang-up. nap. sms and roll me out of bed. friend. chicken pesto crepes @ garbo + mocha.  conversationalist.  honesty. pink lip gloss belongs on my lips. pink phone sold out. more honesty. appreciation. dirty car and driving.

[ the night ]
plate clearing and bread eating. cutlery polishing becomes my hobbie. i’ve become an old woman with wrinkled fingers. my food and drink hero. no tips cos there’s never any tips. the long goodnight.

[ the midnight ]
the friend. the surprise that was longed. drive straight. wind and spinifex. taste of sand. smell of salt. piggy-back me. see the stars thru my eyes. cold-ness breeze is fresh. the darkness hides my thongs. sand blinds me. windbreaker. sand tickles in my bummcrack. his tummy is talking to me. teeth. lighthouse is my saviour. eliza-star.  the nice sand. 3-times-eliza-size waddle.