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AT UWA atm.. assignmenting…

Yesterday was Wayne’s b’day… Andrew’s such an alcoholic… cadbury one! lolz… i shall take u on one day i swear…

Wayne has a good alcohol collection… i want to steal it and hoard it at my house… then i will make myself drunk every night and sing to myself… Me + Lisa’s birthday = soon…. we need to plan stuff >_< *shrugs* im very out of it today… im thirsty now too… i think today feels like a very complainy day… i want a machette for my bday =) i hope someone reads this otherwise i feel like a retard…

-blunt-

nah nothing really… just bored…

I think i’m losing my art in talking though.. and writing… i miss writing my sadistic poetry… now all i can get is one-liners of absolute crap that hardly makes sense… yeah screw that…

pasta for lunch today… that tasted like shit too

come to think of it..its been a long day hey… i jst want my tattoo and a good nights sleep.

-beautiful-

GGRRR…. im using laptop atm and it keeps deleting everything i type.. yes im unco… ANYWAY…

yesterday was Andrew’s bday dinner and then the mean mean man at the restaurant ran out of peking duck… i could have cried hey… it was like my soul purpose/mission had come to an end… i would have lay down in the middle of the road and died *inserts stop sign here* BIG SIGH…

ANYWAY.. afterwards we went casino and i WON 44$.. score hey now im rich.. im fully getting pro at roulette! lolz… it was kinda hard though cos we saw amy’s mom and amy being 18- was not meant to be there so we spent the night running away from her… yeah that kinda sucked… amy said sumfing really stupid last night too i cant rmb.. but yes she’s stupid :p *jkz* ooo did i mention my hair looks hot straightened… i want a hair straightener now… lolz >_< it was SO sexy ^^

I got dropped back to my cousins after casino and like… i karaoked wif my parents + aunty/uncle/cousin/cousins bf… once more emphasising my patheticness… i did beat them though.. i luv the way it rates u =) they stayed there singing til 2am… i think my parents are more sociable than me… i was hell buggered >_<

ANYWAY.. today it rained and my hot hair became un-hot so that kinda sucked hey… it looked more like a grease ball… lets not go there… oo yes and i ate lunch wif annie and her dad today =) hahah yeahz and other ppl too but it sounded cooler if i just said annie and her dad *rolls eyes* i luv u annie :p

lastly… i cant rmb anything else but i adore web cam >_< hahaha staring at myself all day aint gonna help me one bit.. i need to pass uni *sulks*

anything else i forgot abt i shall add in later

*kiss kiss*

Ok… I think I jst pissed someone off…Hmm… I didn’t mean ugly when I said she was ugly! Honest!.. she wasn’t ugly at all… she jst wasn’t my type yeah ^_^ ANYWAYZ… >_< the test today was pretty much feked!!! The tute dudes thought it would take less time than it actually did… so i got into uni at 10 and And he kept on asking all these stupid hard questions!!! NO UR STUPID HINTS DO NOT HELP!? Ggrrr…. *stressed*

Plans for an AWESOME bday party coming along jst fine… I hope we don’t end up with like 5 ppl there… and if so… I guess I’ll be happy drinking with them. Unless I don’t like them. Then I’m jst gonna drink til I pass out. What looks bling blingy? Lisa said to go like Lil Kim… umm like.. NO.. SKANK!!!

Oh yeah I bought a cool top today.. and I’m broke.. but I alwiiz am so I guess that doesn’t really matter +__+ *sighs* Yes I’m boring I get it My brother was drunk today too… I never see him drunk… He was happier than normal.. I was asking him for money but he was sober enough to say no *sighs* he looked like a tomato.. I like eating tomatoes.. >_< I’m still food happy… Lisa had tomato beef for dinner too… wot a coincidence ^_^

I’m leaving now *shuts door*

*pops head back in*

Oh yes happy bday Andrew + Liz!!! =D

*slams door*

I think i’m procrastinating.. *looks @ clock* yes.. definitely procrastinating.. 30 minutes of msn-ing to like… almost NOONE… dont take me wrong im not a complete loser! People jst dont talk to me on msn *rolls eyes*… i mean noones online =D BAHAHA *man-laugh* Ok maybe just a bit of a loser.

Lisa + Me making plans for our b’day party (see right there… ONE friend!) Dont you love dress up parties *immature kid side coming thru agen* BAH… don’t talk to me I dont want to be talken to!!!

*knees balls* does kicking or kneeing hurt more? wateva

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God is currently testing my patience… *sits gnawing @ my elbows* yes them sexy elbows… Sometimes i HATE intranet… doesnt it waste ur time waiting for a page to load? doesnt it make communication more impersonal… doesnt it give you a medium for procrastination? yes this fat ugly computer sitting in front of me is about to make me cry *sighs* Lets not go there… What else? yes anatomy is one of the worse subjects to study for.. i have sat thru countless minutes, seconds, miliseconds of reading information that refuses to enter this stupid brain of mine… I feel so pathetic atm.. So maybe I am just a bit too competitive… that’s where i get my security from right? The need to be better than other people.. The thrill of success at something that will inevitably count for nothing.. The experience of failure isn’t quite my thing… mother #$%?^R!!! >_< *stressed*

I want to kick someone in the balls and watch them cry now….

-bliss-

Currently assignmenting @ Uni… staring @ the funny man with cool hair and thinking about piercings *pops bubble*… Yes eyebrow rings and spikes under the lip are SEXY *jumps like an immature little girl* The wasabi green peas I am eating are hot. I gave the extra-hot-looking ones to Glenna and watched her face squirm before.. yeah that was funny!!! my entertainment for the day… apart from food… I do HEART food… i had a healthy lunch i was proud of.. i COOKED (bean sprouts)… and then i ate a cucumber and a banana and chocolate.. it evens out right? RIGGHHHTTT??? *sighs* Staring @ funny man again.. he has dreadies! I wish I had cool hair.