words to my soul -
i want to rip your eyes out and show you the darkness of my world
i want to sew your mouth shut so your words can no longer hurt
your shadow.. it haunts me
your presence.. it bleeds
your spirit… it holds me… it loves it.. it leaves…
every breath you take rapes my soul
every second i’m awake i hear you call..
i’m standing in all this emptiness..
stabbing daggers at your heart.
slitting wrists and smiling again.
But if you were to turn around.. i’d know you were the only one who cared
watch see me struggle away from you. watch the sky and let the clouds cry.
Amidst the crowded lives of betrayal - I drown.
in all the wasted efforts … in all my misery
i’ll turn around and smile at you so that you can believe i’m fine without you.
and when everything seems perfect again.
Smiling is only a facade that deceives the eye.
[ Lisa + Eliza - Emo poets ]
