Archive for September, 2005

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Sunday, September 18th, 2005

i heart thee like a summer breeze

that swiftly blows my mind at ease

and smiling looks so good on you

i love the way your hair looks tonight

your eyes are sexing me

and frowning looks good on you too

Your skin is flawless

Your imperfections are a catch

i want you like a chocolate fudge sundae

Dance for me baby, for you are my eye candy

i listen closely to you lingering

and i can’t help but smile to myself

Your voice is crisp in my mind

and your touch is still tingling.

Did i forget to mention i love your smile?

Thought

Thursday, September 15th, 2005

‘So many things I want to say to you… So many things I can’t. So maybe I should just let things chill a bit… hopefully I’ll be over it by then… hopefully I’ll be over you. I was never really the bluntly emotional type… but everything still lingers inside me… I have feelings too you know? Even if you don’t know, or fail to give a damn.

I hate people judging me… and even more so, I hate being seen as weak… So pretending everything is perfect is all that I can do… Cry a little.. smile a little.. it all balances out in the end. People dont always really care, people just pretend to care..it must be some inbuilt moral mechanism.. the art of lying? Either way, when everyone is busy pretending to care… inside they’re secretly laughing at you for being so pathetic… or finding ways to spite you… sometimes I hate people as much as I love them…

Oh the words of I -

Friday, September 9th, 2005

Pleated hearts that stain

I want to encircle your name

in a ball of barbed wire

I will set it on fire

And bleed from playing the game.

Scented souls that steal

Moments seem surreal

I’ve lost you in a blink

Hearts don’t think

I’m left with nothing to feel.

Lonely eyes that gaze

Time delays

Though you may go

Only I know

The hurt left behind, stays.

Theatrical smiles that lie

I’d take you to the grave to watch me die.
and the guilt will rake
and your words, oh so fake
Will be the memories that will make you cry.