Thought
‘So many things I want to say to you… So many things I can’t. So maybe I should just let things chill a bit… hopefully I’ll be over it by then… hopefully I’ll be over you. I was never really the bluntly emotional type… but everything still lingers inside me… I have feelings too you know? Even if you don’t know, or fail to give a damn.
I hate people judging me… and even more so, I hate being seen as weak… So pretending everything is perfect is all that I can do… Cry a little.. smile a little.. it all balances out in the end. People dont always really care, people just pretend to care..it must be some inbuilt moral mechanism.. the art of lying? Either way, when everyone is busy pretending to care… inside they’re secretly laughing at you for being so pathetic… or finding ways to spite you… sometimes I hate people as much as I love them…
